Why do you even bother?
Why do you feel anymore?
It's nothing more than a psychological stimulant that tells you to reproduce.
It's not love... It never is.
The unmistakable emotion you feel when you see figure of beauty...
An idol who deserves admiration, adoration & devotion?
It's a different emotion that, eliminates the hearts in your eyes
and makes you blind to what you saw as a lover, a boyfriend/girlfriend.
The frustration between you too and the awkwardness that follows it's funny to look at,
you can't even look at each other anymore,
small glimpse of your eye catching each other and ignoring it.
And it's not too difficult to eliminate this emotion with an "I'm sorry"...
But,
Pride has to much Confidence, Confidence has too much Ego,
Ego has way too much Pride.
It's a never-ending cycle of "me" rather than "you".
"Me" rather than "us",
"Me" rather than "we".
It's never love... It's lust or infatuation or another feeling that attracts you to a person.
That's why you move on, it's why you don't stand still with person until the end.
There is an end it is not of "me" but "us" , "we".
Sleep you'll be fine, let all the worries work themselves in the deep of your subconscious.
Close you eyes and dream of fate...
See the solution embedded in the mind, don't try to find,
but let the mind decided what the possibilities and endless outcomes could be.
Dream, let your imagination take place and let it fill your mind with endless space and limitless time.
© Nkazimulo Mvemve
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GRADE 12
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